A Journey: To find the happiness

I've done so much of... Asking questions about life, about happiness, about how to find happiness. I'm done with such experimenting to make my self happy.
I'm glad I had asked such deep questions about this life when people my age seems like having fun and living in their own romances. To ask such deep questions -to my self- is such confusing. At first, I was quite a bit depressed that all I found is a high brick wall.

I find happiness by doing the simplest of things - with people who love me.

'People who love me',
Ask your self a question, "who loves you the most among all people in this world?"
It's not your boyfriend, also not your very best of friends,
It's your family.

So, I spent many years of my teenage time to find out that the people who truly love me for the way I am is family.
The sad thing about growing up is you will be so busy socializing with your friends and growing up 'til you forget your family. 

I regret the time that I had wasted when I could have been with my family more.
So, I forgot about socializing online for a while - admit it, now some of you must be having an opinion that social media is an important thing, don't you? And you can't miss a day without posting something like your opinion and feeling in it.

I realized that by posting something on social media, you give people the chance to judge you buy what you're thinking at that moment which there's a big possibility that they don't judge you for who you really are, but for what you post up there. You just create an 'image' about your self by posting up there and your 'image' is very determined by what words you share.
I found out that social media is not that important. One of the reason is I'm not socializing with people who truly cares, I mean, if I already have people who truly care about me then why should I waste my time to socializing on social media than to be with those people who truly care?

So I put my phone away and take time to spend it with my family especially with my mom. I do a lot of little things like helping her. I do it sincerely and just very naturally, I feel so happy. Not the kind of rush in the tummy or the jumping adrenaline, but the tender one.

That's it.
If you want to be happy, take all your expensive high tech gadgets away, pay attention to your closest people, your family. Spend more time with them and make the best of every moments you're in.

We keep growing up and growing older. Sometimes we don't even realize that our parents are also getting older, too. We're not going to live forever with them, so, why are you still spending time on useless things when you have much more precious people to spend your time with?