Today I talked to God about you. I've been missing you these days. Well, someone far away just want to hear how your day was. Although, she believes that both you and everything around you are fine. She always take some brief seconds from her 24 hours to pray for you; to mention your name and the wish she has for you. She still wants to hear from you.
She knows how to contact you directly. She knows your phone number and social media accounts because both of you had been communicating constantly in a past period of time. She kept your number, the photos of your self that you sent, and the last pieces of conversation before you finally left without even giving her any warn. But she always know you.
She always know that you would usually come back, because that was how your relationship worked - in a swinging pattern. But, on that day, she felt that you wouldn't come around anymore. She knew that she was going to lose you. She did nothing like begging to make you stay because you were too ready to leave her.
She still didn't understand why she was never good enough to be your one and only. She often asked herself whether she wasn't beautiful enough, or responsive enough to you but she was only being herself. She loves you, when you probably only faked the love and heart emojis you sent her.
She is okay now. She didn't hate you for leaving without even saying anything as a good farewell. But, you know, she might be the only one who will open the door for you when you knock. She will not judge you, because she loves you.
I love you.
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