erruptuous

Hi, Wednesday.
Good thing is I still haven't done any of my homework. I'm simply not in the mood to be an ambitious extra diligent scorecraver student as usual.

Aku juga puasa hari ini. Bukan ganti hutang puasa, ini puasa Rajab.
Aku juga baru bangun, kebangun gara-gara Audi teriak-teriak. Kalo aku di dekatnya, dia bakal nyuruh aku jauh-jauh. As a result, I yelled at her, roughly persuaded her to go home.
I feel bad.
Even though she dislikes me, she is still a three years old girl with rough words coming out from her mouth asking me to go away. It wasn't her fault, it's my fault why I treated her like someone as old as me. She's still a little kid, she didn't deserve to be treated that way by anyone else not except me.

God, should I just break fasting instead?
I feel so sinful that this fasting isn't counted.