monday morning's syndrome

Anyway, I was in bad mood suddenly this morning.
Funny thing is even my bad mood annoyed my self -_- You must know how bad my mood was.
Being in a bad mood on the morning is such worse! Terrible!
No one would ever want to be stuck in that kind of psychological condition. Not even the very positive person on this earth.

I got annoyed easily, sometimes. What worse when I'm in bad mood is somehow I don't know how to lift up my grumpy flat cynical lips to form something as sweet as smile.
It's like I'm invisibly forcing people to cheer me up tho' I can't help my self from it.
After several long minutes of avoiding the whole world, I put my earphones down and... try to involve my self with interactions which was happening around me.
But, come on, you ain't got something with nothing. There must be something we can take from this day.

For those who love to be alone, luckily, you're living in the world where you have to interact with people for most of your lifetime. Or, let's say it bluntly, you need people. Always. Not every seconds of your lifetime, but if you still give me questions on why we should be nice, just go through a life when no other people exists. How was it?

I know that I will always need people.
Without my closest classmates, what would I be?

From now on, I wanna be a better person.
I know that I'm selfish and spoiled at the same time, but hey, I am a positive, nice, and cheerful person, too, wasn't I?

I know that changing is hard, but what's wrong with being better?
It might not turn my self to be completely nice, to be completely like what I want people to think of me when they hear my name but, at least, a small change in me, you, or even in some people, will lead us to a better days and better outcomes.
I've heard that a small act of kindness can make someone's day.

Did I forget the happiness when I helped my friend to give her crush a box of chocolate? I still remember how happy I was when I was peeking her.

Well, okay, then from now on my goal is to be better from day to day. The change might not be so significant as I want but it's worth it.
From one little change that done each days can lead to a big good change in my self.

Moreover, I believe that everyday is a priceless gift or a chance to make ourselves better, to live our life to the fullest. We've been given such days, why don't we use it carefully then?